Setbacks of Taekwondo

Haiz.... Nowadays being instructor is so hard. Cannot punish students and a lot of stuff. Recently I kanna a few setbacks from taekwondo being an instructor

Setback 1 - Because of my good teaching, I was praised by a student. But her feedback on other instructors made my chief unhappy. On her side she just wanted my senior to improve their teaching. End up I kanna scolded because of her kind comments. I was now forbidden to teach unarmed combat in my class and somehow cannot make my class so "interesting" =.="

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Setback 2 - Chief wanted me to teach my combat skills to people who wants to learn. and is charged at $50 for 4 lessons. I do up all the lesson plan. And in the beginning I was happy that Linus volunteered himself to help me in the course. But as I know his character. He may not be able to handle Bisi. And furthermore if there will be any injury or if he scold the class. The situation would be bad. (cos with top ppl like Mike Quek and Vikki and Jia Hao) The class has to be conducted in a professional way. (it's expensive, I really want ppl who came to learn from me.)

So I rejected him in the end. Which hurt his feelings and he like very sad and angry. (maybe also my sms created a misunderstanding)

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Setback 3 - Taekwondo Poomse Committee, mmmm I dun not know why, but I have a strong feeling that it's breaking apart. Just a feeling.... And T-shirt, Jo-an did a great job. I hope her effort doesn't goes to drain. She emailed to a Alan but no reply. She did so much, but who will want to come out with 1.5k (300pcs) for the T-shirt. We do not have sponsors. Hiaz... can the T-shirt be done? I suggested just do 20pcs for the committee members. we pay and we wear. If looking at 300pcs. Do you know how long will be the turn over. omg....

Thanks To My Respected cheif instructor - Bruce Lee

Today was rather an emo day for me. Y? Although I had recovered from my wisdom tooth operation le, but it left with me a throat infection. I got 1 oucer on my tongue, 1 on my gums and worst 1 on my throat(which kills me most). Doctor told me that is most properly is due to the wisdom tooth operation. (because I remove so many tooth one shot). AND TODAY. The one at my throat grows bigger =.=" (about a half a size of a ten cent coin). and it's located at my throat. Which means I cannot talk properly, I cannot even eat or drink properly. Guess wat I cannot even swallow my own saliva properly.

SOOooo today I was in a rather bad mood. I almost shouted at my colleague who kept on making me to speak to him =.=". But when I thought of I cannot scream or shout at him. I calm myself down. (I think it has been years since I last lost my temper. so just keep it that way ba).

Imagine you cannot shout like before, talk like before, eat or drink like before. Haiz... Just think of yourself in my shoes. (You're so hungry.... But the moment you think of that eating or drinking which will make your throat hurts.... you dun feel like eating yet so hungry. Every bite, every swallow of food cause pain....) lol.... seriously not so nice right?

And then today at zone 12. I cannot teach like before. Today's class sir Mike is so busy collecting money and no belt black can conduct the warm up. The class was like delayed for 10mins. Then my chief Instructor - Bruce Lee volunteered himself to teach the class. really respect him lor. I thought he just conduct the warm up. but in the end he end up conducting the whole lesson.... RESPECT RESPECT RESPECT.....

End of the class I buy both of them a drink.... I felt so bad..... and sad.... and pain.... T.T

A Chance Slipped by

Today I'm still on MC but then went back to work... Haiz... Nothing to do also. Did really do much at work. Just do a few printings and check email. Cos boss not around also.

After work really thinking of a lot of places to go, temple at Paya Lebar, Liang Seng at City Hall and thought of watch movie at Tampines. But when travelling along PIE. whenever I see the exit. I felt lazy, in the end I drove all the way home. Hee Hee.... Play game at home lor wat to do. LOL

And today surprisingly Jervel chat with me in Facebook. Hee after so long. She have been skipping training for weeks liao. So I thought of returning back her tkd shoes which was left in my lorry collecting dust. (today do lorry cleaning then saw her shoes). Mmm she asked me if I'm free tml, she wanted me to bring her dog "Gal Gal" to vaccine. Mmmm I did not really reject her, but in the end she still insist on walking her dog to the vet (From punggol Ave 10 to Serangoon North ave 4, quite far lor). Haiz... think she will feel odd with me around ba. Hee I'll also dunno what to talk to her(I'm a boring guy). Hope she is still doing fine ba. =) (Y I did not ask her more lol.... I guess I was too afraid ba)

Suddenly these few days I've been thinking, and also with Valentines' Day nearby, I have this feeling of being very scared of gals which are too nice to me (recently is Catherine and Belle). I scared I fall in love too easily and my ending is always the same (Left alone and Sad). =x Just hope "you qin ren zhong cheng juan su ba" I just quarantine myself one corner. =p DO NOT DISTURB =p

Ho ho... finally got his Ice Cream and "Hard Food".

Hee Although I'm still on MC till 11 Feb which is next web morning. Ho But today my Boss(my auntie) asked me to go back office to settle some stuff. Anyway really unwilling in the begining. But After all, I was given 3 days rest le ma. hee before I pick up lazyness as a hobby better start to work early. If not the forgetful me might just lost my way to office 1 week later. he he.

Today after work have a craving on Sushi. Hee so went with boss to West Mall Sakae Sushi to eat. First was the craving, then when I think of my tooth. I was worry that I can't bite. lol.

In the end really to my expection lor, I nearly swollow the sushi and lots of "additional rice" stuck at the "pocket" of my gums. Yucks. Go toilet gargle my mounth; wat came out was little bloody rice bits. Yucks.... Serve me right sometimes. Hee hee.

Next we went to super market to shop for ice cream. Ha ha my auntie bought a big bucket for me and my cousin to share. Ho Ho Ho.... Hee I'm blessed ya... lol

Craving for Ice Cream

Ha ha today is Day 2 of my tooth operation. And today whole day stayed at my auntie Wendy's house. Grandma cook porridge for me, like the the baby type of food. lol. NOt really use to it but no choice.

And today 3 people ask me to eat ice-cream to heal faster. Jervel, Mark and Catherine. So nice of them. Hee I think they should but for me and bring it to jurong east.. haha a bit bad hor. I cannot go out yet. The mediciene makes me drowsy sometimes.

Still I want to thank you people who sms me and showed care and concern. They are Sir Bruce Lee(Taekwondo), Melissa Ang(Secondary), Vicki(Poly Friends), Jervel Eo (Taekwondo), Catherine(Just known through an Ice Cream Session, Belle's friend). Christbelle(Secondary), Melissa Ho(Secondary), Jeslyn Yap(Best girl friend), Jeslyn Tan(My sis), Wendy Chua(Auntie), Grandma(father side and mother side), Chris Ng(Army Friend)... Mmm in a way I'm still quite blessed ah.

Thank you everyone..... I still wanna to eat ice cream. Mmm must go but tml. ho ho ho.

I have no wisdom liao.....

Lol today went to extract wisdom tooth. That day removed 1 at Mdm Alice clinic. Pain for 4 days lor. This time round remove one shot 5 tooth. Makes me so scared as first.

In the end. Still fine. I cannot really smile, due to a lower lip numb not really in pain(maybe is the pain killer effect still there. lol). lol but surprisingly I can still eat soft food like porridge. lol the forgetful me actually forgets the date my operation. haha thought it's Thursday. But then the Alexdrandra Hospital called to inform me it was today. Lol heart almost jumped out. Is it true that the bigger your wisdom tooth are, the better your thinking? Ha ha because I have very big wisdom tooth. And the one that removed at mdm's clinic was a complicated one. That tooth got 3roots and it curved at the end. spend a lot of time pulling out.

Today I was asked to report at 8:45am. Ha I was the first patient. When I arrive at 8:30am they all ask everyone is waiting for me. =.=" (Think just because they start work at 8am) lol they can't wait to pull out my teeth. about 8 nurses attended to me in total and 3 doctors spoke to me before I walked into the operation theater.

I was pull to sleep totally. When they removed my 5 tooth. Sounds scary ya. But I still have my wisdom la. will not forget my great friends out there. Hope I still can remember how a pattern was done. ho ho ho.